He admitted that he had registered and logged in last week. I looked on the website again at how you register, and as I guessed, emails aren't randomly used to register people to the site in order to spam/advertise etc.(this is the lie my bf was going with). But I just didn't believe him, so I pushed it further. He just kept saying that it was nothing to do with him etc etc so ardently and so strongly that I thought there was nothing else I could say. It was at this point that I was just going to leave it. He continued this lie so desperately, that every time I said I didn't believe him he would ignore me, walk away or make some comment like oh my god and roll his eyes as though I was being ridiculous and dramatic. He said it was just spam/junk or whatever, (even though he'd opened this email and not those surrounding it). He then kept asking again, and I said to him, 'you really don't know?' When he answered no, I confronted him.Īt first he stringently denied it. He got annoyed and was was huffy and kept walking away to get ready. He said he had no idea what I was talking about. I told him he should be careful what pages he leaves open. I wasn't going to say anything, I felt like I had to think first, but basically as soon as he came out of the shower he could tell something was wrong, and I had to say. I have never had such a feeling in my entire life. I couldn't believe it, didn't want to believe it, and just felt so dismayed I almost laughed. I googled transgays on my phone, and well, as you can guess, it's an escorting site for lady boys and gay men. I was closing the tabs when I saw an email from something called 'transgays', saying "thankyou for your registration". So, I was on his computer the other day and he'd left his hotmail open. Things have always been up and down, from really good, amazing and happy, to confusing and a little bit depressing and hostile, back to good/happy/amazing again, and so forth. I've only been with my boyfriend for a good few months now. everything in the middle is just context, description of what's happened etc. I just need to know what I should do! I have no trust and feel extremely confused.
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